superradninja
"You can't let anyone make you feel inferior without your consent." - Eleanor Roosevelt
firstHey...wow, I haven't typed in a blog in like...ever. XD
I used to have one as 'Evangelinia' here, but I deleted it today...because it was just sitting there being a waste of space if I didn't use it...I'll attempt to make time to type in this one daily...although I highly doubt the chances of that situation.
This is a really REALLY shitty way of starting out a blog, but its a fucking blog, I can type whatever the shit I want....anyway, lately I've been thinking ALOT about my ex-boyfriend. :(
Yes, yes, I'm a teenage girl complaining & whining about boys. Fuck off, I realize that.
He was the best thing to happen to me...he treated me so wonderfully. He never yelled at me, he never snapped at me, he never made me do things I didn't want to do, he was absolutely perfect for me...both inside & out... (out meaning hot punk :) )
I adored every second with him. Petting his mohawk, fingering his gauges, poking whatever shiny studded/spiked object appeared on his outerwear, and just huggling him any moment I could. And I poked his piercings as much as I possibly could without him getting mad (which he never was with me.) And he respected the fact that I'm straightedge (no alcohol, no drugs, no sex).
Only 3 problems:
1.) He was 18.
2.) My family could not find out.
3.) He would be leaving for college soon.
My family found out about him during the summer, forced me to "break up" with him, & introduce him to the family...although they were skeptical at first, they accepted him...and having him over was great. ^^
And then disaster strikes when I find out he was leaving for college earlier. XP And that leads to the breakup because if I stayed with him any longer, it would have been harder to let him go.
Soo, now I'm in perpetual misery because as much as I would love to be with other guys cause I'm single, I keep dwelling on the past & how no guy I date is gonna be as perfect as he was for me. :(
GGGGOOOODDDD, I blow major for letting a breakup form me into a moping child.
But he was my first love and the first guy I've dated that I said 'I love you' to & meant it 100%. (he was much better than ANY of my exes.)
meh. XP
idk.
(btw, one of my friends is a ZebraQuailFish)
I used to have one as 'Evangelinia' here, but I deleted it today...because it was just sitting there being a waste of space if I didn't use it...I'll attempt to make time to type in this one daily...although I highly doubt the chances of that situation.
This is a really REALLY shitty way of starting out a blog, but its a fucking blog, I can type whatever the shit I want....anyway, lately I've been thinking ALOT about my ex-boyfriend. :(
Yes, yes, I'm a teenage girl complaining & whining about boys. Fuck off, I realize that.
He was the best thing to happen to me...he treated me so wonderfully. He never yelled at me, he never snapped at me, he never made me do things I didn't want to do, he was absolutely perfect for me...both inside & out... (out meaning hot punk :) )
I adored every second with him. Petting his mohawk, fingering his gauges, poking whatever shiny studded/spiked object appeared on his outerwear, and just huggling him any moment I could. And I poked his piercings as much as I possibly could without him getting mad (which he never was with me.) And he respected the fact that I'm straightedge (no alcohol, no drugs, no sex).
Only 3 problems:
1.) He was 18.
2.) My family could not find out.
3.) He would be leaving for college soon.
My family found out about him during the summer, forced me to "break up" with him, & introduce him to the family...although they were skeptical at first, they accepted him...and having him over was great. ^^
And then disaster strikes when I find out he was leaving for college earlier. XP And that leads to the breakup because if I stayed with him any longer, it would have been harder to let him go.
Soo, now I'm in perpetual misery because as much as I would love to be with other guys cause I'm single, I keep dwelling on the past & how no guy I date is gonna be as perfect as he was for me. :(
GGGGOOOODDDD, I blow major for letting a breakup form me into a moping child.
But he was my first love and the first guy I've dated that I said 'I love you' to & meant it 100%. (he was much better than ANY of my exes.)
meh. XP
idk.
(btw, one of my friends is a ZebraQuailFish)
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